Those of you who've read Before the Storm know that one of the main characters, Laurel Lockwood, develops post partum depression after the birth of her baby Maggie. With the depression undiagnosed and severe, she begins to drink as a way to escape her sadness and shame. She continues to drink wine coolers even after learning she's pregnant with her son, Andy, who is born with Fetal Alcohol Spectrum Disorder.
Writing about Laurel with sympathy was my challenge. Reading about her with sympathy has been a challenge for some of my readers as well. Jodee Kulp is one such reader, and her opinion is important to me because Jodee served as my FASD consultant as I wrote about Andy. You see, Jodee is the mother of an adopted daughter with FASD and the author of several books on the subject, as well as an upcoming novel, The Whitest Wall, featuring an FASD character. Jodee has been a close witness to the havoc maternal drinking can take on an unborn child. Letting Jodee read Before the Storm was a bit nerve wracking! I knew how hard it would be for her to read about Laurel's behavior. Here's a little bit of what Jodee had to say:
I struggled with Laurel as she struggled with her alcoholism and depression, knowing what she was creating, understanding the damage she was doing to the small person growing within, knowing with my own angst. I rejoiced in her rehabilitation . . . Life itself has many twists and turns and true to life, what often appears to be reality is only bits of truth. Before the Storm does justice to the work of families struggling with alcohol and its many outcomes. It does justrice to the reality of human frailty and interconnected relationships. . . .I hope Diane's work will add awareness of fetal alcohol spectrum disorder to those who need to know.
I can only imagine how hard it must have been for Jodee to keep an open mind as she read about Laurel and I'm pleased I was able to make her into a character Jodee could ultimately care about. What do you think? Whether you've read Before the Storm or not, do you think you could have sympathy for someone like Laurel?
I've taken a tiny break from the blog as I train myself in using my new Blackberry, along with Outlook, Word and a few other torturous inventions designed to move me into the twenty-first century. So while I'm doing that, I thought I'd share this video John made for Barefoot Contessa Photo Adventures, nature photography workshops he teaches along with two other photographers. John's the workshop's master of digital printing. I hope you enjoy it, and I'll be back with a fresh blog post in a day or two.
Years ago, while working on my fourth book, Keeper of the Light, I hired writing consultant Peter Porosky to help me brainstorm the plot and structure. I lived in Virginia at the time, and Peter lived nearly an hour's drive away from me in Maryland. He'd read my initial outline and we got right down to work, talking about characters and storyline. I already loved the story I had in mind, but talking about it with another writer was thrilling. Peter would never tell me what I should do, but he talked about what worked and what didn't and prompted me to come up with my own solutions. (An ironic aside: one of the many twists in Keeper of the Light came to me during this conversation when Peter accidentally referred to one character by the name of another, which started a whole series of "what ifs?" in my mind and ultimately changed the entire story!) When I left Peter's house, I got in my car and started the drive home, stuffed full of ideas, my mind a thousand miles away from the road. It's hard to describe the excitement I felt. If you're a creative person, perhaps you know what I mean. You hit on an idea, and it begins to take off, spinning out in a dozen different directions. It's not only your mind that's reacting to the thrill of discovery. Your entire body feels engaged and your fingers itch to get going on the project. It's a creative person's Nirvana.
Anyway, I was driving home and I finally noticed a sign along the highway for the Baltimore-Washington Airport. Huh? I struggled to pull my mind back to the here-and-now and realized I'd gotten on the highway going north instead of south. Totally oblivious to my surroundings, I'd driven a full thirty miles in the wrong direction. I didn't cuss or fret. I didn't care. I didn't care if I ended up at the North Pole. I was working on a story!
So yesterday, I was driving home from Starbucks. My car should know this route automatically by now, even if I'm not paying attention, but no. I ended up in Wake Forest, a town way north of where I live. I stopped at red lights, avoided pedestrians, and stuck to the speed limit, but my mind was clearly on a North Carolina beach with some new characters who have stolen my heart. These folks are not only affecting my driving, but the rest of my life as well. I can't tune them out. They have so much to say to me and they're full of surprises, forcing me to take notes when I should be sleeping and making me blurt out things like "Oh, wow!" in the checkout line of the grocery store and not even feel embarrassed about it.
People often ask me "What's your favorite part of writing a book?" This is it. The Nirvana part. The writing while driving part. Even at $4.30 a gallon, it's worth it.

This is so cool!
This article appeared in the summer issue of Topsail Magazine. Now Glen Pierce, one of our frequenter commenters here on the blog, put the article up on the Topsail Island website. The writer, BJ Cothran, did such a great job with it and I know she generated lots of interest in my books among vacationers, many of whom showed up at the signing at Quarter Moon Books.
I hope you enjoy it.

